Decisions, Decisions……

Hello on this cold, windy, newly frozen snowish icy day….. I have a dilemma that I’ve been tossing around on & off for a while (& I’m doing this now, instead of making 3 business calls, that I’m already starting to panic over at just the thought of) but I need some help with this.

I started this particular blog to basically document my journey on healing from a miserable marriage, to try & help others that have made it through their difficulties either still with the spouse that caused them or without them in their life.

But then …. in November, we signed up for the E-commerce business to work towards making some money on the side that will eventually replace my husband’s income & then some. And I wanted to share this business with others…….partly to build our business by pointing out the benefits of redirecting a small portion of your groceries to better products, to great savings both through your own store & your connection to the vast number of retail partners the company have partnered with. And the other part is because I was excited.

Even though I have panic/anxiety issues over making phone calls & trying to share with them the benefits & awesome possibilities there is to be a part of this business. I look forward to hearing their story (I am a fix it person & good listener) because as some one has done other home businesses before but wasn’t sure of the possibility of success with them (despite their compensation claims), I see the possibility with this company, I’ve heard the testimonial of a single mom that makes 6 figures now. I’ve seen the actual compensation of other people. The company actually shares what the actual annual income is for the members. The high, low & average pay. They give a realistic view.

I WANT to help that mom who has a 1 yr old, 2 yr old & 3 yr old to be able to stay home, or the 77% disabled Vet stay out of his shell & bring in a decent income so he can fulfill his dreams & desires & not try to live on $1400/month with all the expenses we have when renting (or owning). It’s hard & it’s depressing.

BUT! The reason for this post today, is I would like your opinion on whether or not, I should start a new blog that focuses solely on the ups & downs of the new business journey & leave this one solely for my personal/marital journey?

I would love it for those of you who’ve “liked” the business post’s, if you actually wanted to sign up for this business LOL, as this can work around your current job/business, gives you more income that won’t necessarily go away, like some blog related income. Since the business I’m with is products we need/use every day, like shampoo or the No poo? (dry shampooing) which is a new product this month, shaving cream, body soap, bar soap, lotion (ever heard of or seen Renew), coffee, hot cocoa, wellness products for those who hike, work out (or as I told my husband yesterday…..just getting up out of a chair), Essential Oils…Over 400 products of our day to day stuff that doesn’t have the deadly chemicals in it, like the grocery store items……there’s no middleman either.

Anyway…focus…focus (that’s for me).

Should I create a separate blog site for the business related stuff? Yay or Nay?

Now that I have to focus……I have to go make calls (2 of which haven’t even responded to emails or texts, let alone returned phone calls (of the one that had a working answering machine)…..makes me feel like I’m harassing them when I call back more then once.


Goals & Changes

I need to make this short (kid demands), but wanted to ask you what your goals for the new year were or are? Are any of them a change from last year or the year before?

Do you want to change? Do you accomplish your goals? Ever?

I can say……No for me. I have rarely made any goals, rarely accomplished any. I changed who I was 25 years ago & become someone I didn’t want to be in hopes to make someone else happy……That’s NEVER a good reason to change.

Probably 10 years ago or so, I did set a goal to start losing weight, I did not like how I felt or how I looked. It had nothing to do with the way society perceives how women should look now or snarky comments from my spouse. It was how I felt from being 95 pounds over weight & how I felt when I looked in the mirror.

Of course…we are our own biggest & meanest Critic. But when you already have health issues, getting fluffy, fat or Obese, doesn’t help at all & I was born with a heart murmur. So, the added weight on top of the stress in my married life has done a number on me physically. A couple years ago things came to a head in my married life & I set a goal. Course, it was almost at the end of the year….but hey, a goal is a goal right?

That goal & focus helped me to do what I needed to do to be able to help buy a home for our kids. I still have the weight loss goal that I’m striving towards, after watching my mom & brother over the years, I know that a “diet” is not for me. I have to have a life change.

Well, I tweaked our diet over the year (& still have more tweaking to do), but that first simple tweak helped me to drop 40 pounds right away. On top of 10 pounds I dropped prior after drinking a supplemental drink for a while. I still need to tweak more, get rid of more processed foods including white sugar & I’ll get there. It’s a slow process, if you go fast you gain it right back. And I did. I regained 10 pounds & haven’t really lost it. I’m losing weight…I think it’s water weight though….which is helpful.

One of my goals this year, a personal goal, is to go on vacation (which I wrote about in another post earlier)..but I want to go see my Aunt, do some genealogy while I’m there. One of my business goals will hopefully help me accomplish that. I need the help from 17 people though in order to make it happen. It scares me to rely on others to help me. It’s never worked out well before, but I think it’ll be different this time. :o)

One of my family business goals is to accomplish more around the farm so life will be easier for human & critters alike. And then one of my family goals, is to make more foods from scratch (I can’t wait till my goats starting kidding out… raw milk ice cream out the wazoo) 😉 & some snacks…..speaking of which.

I’m outta here to go make some chocolate chip cookies :o)

What goals & changes do you want to make?


Welcome to 2019 & a Challenge

Well…….here we are January 2, 2019……

How does it feel????

(Well, This is a revamp of yesterday’s post, because I had WAY too many interruptions & I know that I got off track a time or 2.)

I had bigger plans for my New Year start then laying in bed feeling like my head was on the end of a rope being spun around & my stomach was playing catch up. But that’s how I ended 2018 & began 2019……sick in bed, for some unknown & unpleasant reason.

So, here I am, now….beginning my 2019. I have a challenge for you & me both….but first……

I wanted to let you guys check out my Wellness Box that got delivered today :o)

January’s Wellness box delivered today….let’s see what’s inside….

The Wellness goodies I got today…not including the cowboy snow man on the side.

Pain-A-trate: has 4 natural ingredients in the perfect combination to deliver deep, soothing pain relief :

A white, crystalline substance formed in the cinnamomum camphora tree that thrives in eastern asia. For centuries, camphor has been treasured for its pain-relieving and other medical uses. It is also widely used in aromatherapy. Cool to the touch, camphor provides an immediate cooling sensation for sore muscles, and helps numb aches and pains.

A crystal made from the oil of mentha arvensis, or cornmint. Cornmint can contain more than 60% menthol. Grown in india, it benefits farmers by growing in the off-season, when fields would otherwise lie fallow. A cornmint crop also helps control pests and diseases. Menthol actually stimulates the skin’s cold receptors, producing a cooling sensation that later transforms into a deep heating sensation for sore muscle relief.

Methyl Salicylate
A component of the oil naturally distilled from the wintergreen plant. Wintergreen oil is a traditional remedy used by Native Americans to relieve pain. The wintergreen plant is native to North America.
Methyl salicylate speeds blood flow to your muscles and helps reduce muscle inflammation and pain. It produces a soothing, heating sensation. It actually nullifies the pain receptors in your muscles, causing the muscle to relax. Reduced pain, relaxation, and increased blood flow speed healing and muscle recovery.

Melaleuca Oil
The pure oil of the Melaleuca alternifolia plant. Melaleuca Oil has phenomenal penetration abilities. Its use in Pain-A-Trate is to take the properties of camphor, menthol, and methyl salicylate deep into the muscle, making Pain-A-Trate much more effective than grocery store brands. Pain-A-Trate was developed to penetrate deeper than other brands by incorporating Melaleuca Oil, which is known for its penetrating properties.

I can tell you from personal experience, the Pain-A-trate works quickly. I used it on my neck yesterday as it was hurting & causing a dull headache at the base of my skull. It might smell like Bengay, but I think it works faster than it or even icy hot. NOW!!! THAT is just MY personal opinion, I can not & won’t make a claim that everyone will have the same experience. But the only quick affect I’ve had with relieving pain or relaxing muscles is when I used Peppermint Essential Oil & Coconut Oil combined.

Now, if you look below, you’ll see my recent order. I bought the ProvexCV Blood Pressure Support & the Good Zymes Digestive Enzymes. That’s it….35 points. Then I got $40 dollars of product..in this case it was 4 products…for FREE.

It’s AWESOME!!!!!!!
My January order.

IF I wasn’t a Preferred Member, then I would have paid $140 for all of it, before tax & shipping. But because I am, I only paid $57.98 before shipping & tax. I know of blood pressure med’s & probiotics & enzyme products that could easily cost that much individually (especially if it’s pharmaceutical created or some of the health food store products), I’ve bought some. But buying it through my own store & being a preferred member, I get 30-50% savings right off the top, I met my 35 point requirement, with Loyalty shopping Dollars, I can get some products for free & I don’t have to deal with icy roads, traffic jams, people texting while driving or in the case of holiday’s…I don’t have to deal with crazy holiday shoppers. It’s all done from the comfort of my own home.

When I do go to the grocery store, I can by-pass the dishwashing/laundry soap isle, or the shampoo/shaving isle (except for the end part of the isle where the razor blades are located), but it cuts my shopping down. And I have access to 670 retail partners where I can shop for clothes, other household items, specialty items (like delicious popcorn or chocolate) or car parts from Autozone or PetsMart. And through the retail partners…..I earn a % automatically in Loyalty Shopping Dollars, they have discounts available right off & then sale prices (usually) on top of that.

How many businesses or company’s can you say does that? Or would do that? None that I know of.

Now……I have tried at least 5 or more Home Based Businesses in the last 21-22 years. Everyone of them was a MLM (Multi-Level Marketing) business (most had great products…..I loved & would buy again from), but everyone of them failed as soon as I made it through my warm market (family, friends, co-workers), why? Because I had to have up to 5 shows a week or several large events a month & have big orders with either, plus inventory & I had to convince/beg/plead & push the products onto people. Then if I was lucky to get someone to sign up under me, I not only had to push my own business, I had to help those under me who only signed up to help me, push their business too. Epic fail.

This company is NOT an MLM, it IS, however……a (state recognized for 34 yrs) E-COMMERCE & what that means is, when you sign up…..you have your own store you redirect your current every day grocery, health & wellness shopping to. You buy what you want to buy through your own store.

That’s it.

But how do you make any money? You introduce people to the company (by showing them the Presentation Overview) & show them how easy it is to redirect some of their every day shopping to their own store & you earn a commission/residual off of what they order. No hassling, no pushy salesman tactics, just redirection.

I earned my first commission check last month(by enrolling 1 active Preferred Member in Nov, I’ll get a slightly bigger one this month (in another week or so)from enrolling 1 in Dec.

Now, in the previous post I did on this, I had some long winded goals. I’m going to try & explain

Business Goals

That’s simple…..I want to excel in this business. For 4 simple reasons…..my kids. I want to update their wardrobe, buy them new beds & bedding, I want to get them good warm winter gear, instead of seeing them put layer on top of layer. I want to make our $1400.00/mo house payment out of my commission check. If I find a good quality Buck (goat) that cost’s $300….I want to be able to buy him & not have to pass on it because I can’t afford it. If I come across a $2000 Bull or Heifer (cattle) that I think would add good genetics to my small herd, I want to be able to buy it because I have the ability, not pass on it because our taxes haven’t come back yet.

I want to contribute to my family & even though I stay at home, cooking, cleaning, teaching school to my kids, mow the yard, irrigate the yard, maintain the pasture, milk 8 goats, a cow, do laundry, take care of bills, groceries, illnesses, etc. Plus, help out my elderly parents. Yes, that’s contributing, but it doesn’t remove the financial burden off my husband. He has goals & dreams of his own, 1 of them is to open his own machinist/fabrication shop to custom build everything from motorcycle parts to farm items & everything in between.

Now your probably wondering what does animals have to do with this business? Well, I started raising livestock about 7-8 yrs ago as a well, to bring in some money & improve our food source. Well, when I don’t have outside interference (technically inside), I started accomplishing this goal. We had enough chickens that I had to start selling eggs, we were getting to where we had enough goat milk that I could start selling that, plus selling off the off spring & was starting to do good. I was making a small profit early on. I want to earn enough in my commission that I can get our farm set up with a better chicken house to give everyone more room, I want to get our pastures set up to make it way easier to rotate & I want to have money to buy a good supply of hay for them in the winter instead of buying a small ton twice a month & hope we can get through the winter. That way, the livestock can get back to paying for themselves & I want to create better shelters & birthing areas for the goats & pigs.

Now for the personal goals…..

The personal goals are pretty much the same. Buy everyone a new wardrobe, from head to toe. I want to help support my family, help my husband reach his goals, get some (big boy) “toys” for all of us to enjoy.

I want to get things set up around here to make life easier for the livestock & for us. But my ultimate goal for this year is very personal.

I want to take my family on a short vacation to go to Oklahoma. Now, for most people that’s probably not a destination spot. But for me, it’s a very special state & there’s someone very important & special there. Part of my family is from the north eastern corner area, my very special grandma is buried back there, but I have a special Aunt that’s 83-4 that’s still back there & I haven’t seen her since 1983. She did come here once about 10 years ago, but I was working, so I couldn’t see her for longer than 5 mins. So, my goal is to get to Director 9 in 9 months, (that’s 17 qualified Preferred Members) as I’d like to go back to see my Aunt by October since the summer’s are so busy for me & to celebrate my grandma’s birthday with my Aunt. By hitting Director 8-9 it’d earn me a $1600-$2000 in bonus’s, which would pay for the trip. I can do genealogy research (which is another side gig of mine) & take my kids around where their grandpa grew up & hung out & so much more.

I don’t know if my Aunt is going to make it till October….but that’s my Ultimate Goal. It means the world to me.

I only need 17 more personally enrolled members. This is not an impossible goal……. Phew!!!


Now what are your goal’s for 2019? Do you need a supplemental income? Or do you make enough currently that your not living from paycheck to paycheck or payday loans to payday loans? Do you have a remodeling project you’d like to do, but no money to get it going? Would you like to be able to buy your own home?

We all have our own wants, needs, dreams & goals. But we don’t all have a way to squeeze in one more part time job into our lives OR you are disabled & don’t get enough on disability to live on, but can’t work a normal job, you want to..just can’t. Then this business is for you.

One thing you probably don’t know about me, is I like to help others. I always try to help someone in some way, in High School I was a counselor to my friends, I listened & tried to help. When someone in my adult life felt alone, or they were drowning in their stress & relationship issues, I threw them a life line & lended a shoulder to lean on. I am a genealogy researcher…..I’ve done more research for others helping them connect the missing family together for free or pretty close to free, then I’ve ever actually charged. All because I just want to help others.

Now, I can’t help you want to make your life better…..you have to want that for yourself. But I can, help you get started. We can set up a time to watch a 43 minute video that explain the benefits of being a part of this team & company way better than I can & I can help you get signed up & make your first qualifying order. And I can help you get others to redirect some of their shopping so they sign up under you.

What do I get out of this?

I get paid when you order, but more importantly (at least to me)….You will help me reach my Ultimate Goal for the year of becoming Director 8-9 by September 2019, so I can take my family back to see my Aunt (their great Aunt) in October & try her great cooking before she passes away (she does have heart issues, so I’m hoping I see her soon). Do you want to quit struggling financial? Do you want to take a vacation?

What do I need to achieve this goal?

I need you. I need 17 people to redirect a small portion of their every day shopping to their own personal store & become a preferred member.

When you sign up, you won’t be alone. And if you sign up between today & tomorrow & become a qualified preferred member, you will also have the opportunity to go to our January Product Launch convention January 5th & learn even more.

What do you say????

I say LET’S DO THIS!!!!!!!! Or better yet….my favorite saying that I’ve borrowed… Let’s GET ‘ER DONE!!!!!!!!!   

Click Here to make it happen!!!!



Happy soon to be New Year 2019!!!!!

I’ve seen email after email after email, today talk about making New Year’s Resolutions, what they should be, how they should be, buy this or that, to help you make it to your goal.

NOW!!!! DON’T get me wrong, there’s nothing wrong with that, we all have to earn income…..it just made me realize that I am following WAY too many blogs out there & still too dang poor to take advantage of any of their help…..which sucks.

But, it also got me to thinking (very scary at times….and gives me a headache at times too…..like now…..or I’ve eaten too many candy rocks & my body is letting me know……either way……) it got me to thinking about my resolutions or lack there of.

I haven’t bothered to “celebrate” New Years in a good number of years, I use to stay up & watch Dick Clark & the American Bandstand bring in the New Year (that should date me quite a bit LOL), back then it was fun…I was fun. But I’ve been sad & miserable for so long……that’s all that I know. For years, I avoided the New Year celebration, I didn’t want to kiss the one I was with/near, because I wasn’t in love with him…I didn’t want to bring in the New Year pretending…..yet again.

My Resolutions started as a kid, to do more, to have more fun then switched to get a 2nd job or get a college degree, then to do more for my kids, to lose weight, to find a way to be happy in this marriage, to do all that I could to be a better wife so he wouldn’t stray, to make things work. Reaching for the impossible seemed to be my yearly, daily, monthly theme. I have succeeded at losing weight…..nearly 50 pounds….but still got more to go. (Slowly losing it, just not in the area’s I would like it to be). It’s been up & down over the last few years on doing more outside the home with the kids.

I’d have better luck at becoming an astronaut then I had at keeping him from straying, so I gave up trying. I doubt that I will stay up to bring in the new year, because I still have no desire to kiss a man that killed our marriage, destroyed our vows, broke my heart into a million pieces & changed who I truly was at my core, BUT!!

I do plan on making a resolution or 3 (or a zillion)……My top one is to be true to myself. I’ve never really ever focused on myself, in my life…..but I’ve always done things that I loved/enjoyed & shared it in some ways with others. Currently I am sharing my office chair with our 13-14 year old cat & my 1/4 of the seat is starting to kill my butt. But I miss me…..stubborn, caring, (protective) temper, attitude (stubborn one), some say I’m a bitch, some say I’m brash, but in a caring one. I don’t sugar coat things, I’m blunt, but not hurtful. I don’t let many into my inner circle, but if you make it in there…..I’ll always have your back.

I still want to lose weight…..soooooooooo tired of being fat. It’s hard on the joints and organs & losing weight isn’t any easier on the joints at first (just ask my knees & elbows) LOL I still need to finish my 2 year degree that I started 24-25 yrs ago LOL

I don’t know if my husband & I will ever fall in love again or stay together after the kids move out….I know a LOT of things have to change…a lot within me & a lot in his actions & behavior. I still get the feeling some times that he’s back to hiding things, I chalk it up to it being me. But I won’t ignore my gut. It hasn’t let me down, even though I’ve let it down.

But the other thing (there are several others) I want to focus on, is our business……I have already earned a commission check this month, I’ll get a bigger one next month. I want it to keep growing.

But I realized something recently…….I am NOT a salesman, I don’t have the magic words to flick the switch in people to make them instantly dive in. But I recently talked to a disabled vet, that had such a passion for what he’d like to do, but also struggles financially & emotionally. And then I talked to a young mom who has a very physically demanding job, has to work out in all kinds of weather & has 3 babies that are a year apart & wants to stay home with them. They both have a struggle & a need & as much as I would love to help them fulfill that need…….I can’t do it for them.

But I want to try & help them to fulfill it for themselves……..I want to do that for every one who would like to change their life.

I have a LOT in my own life that I need to work on, change, & improve….so I understand struggle. My new years resolution this year……….is to change MY life & help others change theirs. I’m starting in an area, that I know that I can change……finances. I know that for me, bringing in some extra money that will get some excess bills paid off, that will help get supplies we need here at the farm, that will help get me some new tires for my truck & some hay stored for my animals. AND I might even be able to take a vacation with my family……or at the very least, I can send my kids on a vacation.

Either way…….2019 my life is changing………for the better.

But in the mean time, my butt is hurting sitting on this tiny 1/4 section (maybe 2 inches) of my chair & as a result……my back really hurts. So, I’m going to say tootles for now.



Work from Home

That statement conjures up a whole slew of, probably horrible, thoughts or dreadful images or scary ones.

But……I promise this isn’t scary at all. Nor is it a scam or a joke or even worse……it’s not an  MLM either.

We got our first commission check today…….To most people, it’s a itty, bitty, drop in the bucket check. But it’s a GIGANTIC, huge step for me on a personal basis. A Milestone achievement, if you would.

I have tried almost every MLM business out there in the last 20 some years & every one of them was a business failure……IF I was able to recruit someone, they never worked their business. So, basically……I failed.

I loved the products, I just wasn’t a pushy  salesman & being a product of the product didn’t work, because no one else wanted to push them onto others either.

But with the E-Commerce (state recognized, how cool is that) that I joined in November…..I don’t have to be a pushy product selling, home show salesman. Outside of setting up a time to watch a 43 minute presentation overview….I don’t have to push anyone into anything. Well, I have to push myself into making calls….that’s a lot of work.

But ask yourself…….do you want to work 40+ hours for 40+ years to just scrap by? Not being able to take off work to stay home with a sick kid, or because your sick without the fear of losing your job? My oldest kid started a new job recently and they get 3 days a YEAR yes I said a YEAR. I don’t know about you……but before I started using herbs & essential oils I’d be sick for at least a week.

Well, I miss working outside the home for my own money, but I don’t miss the moody clickish bosses that I’ve had, that will just as soon as fire you as have sympathy for you or a child being sick. But with this E-commerce….your the boss & it’s not a job…..it’s a lifestyle change.

Anyway, I am trying to heal from the last 22+ yrs of pain, misery, guilt causing, shame causing behavior & while my husband & I are working this business “together“, this is mostly my thing.

And it’s my thing, simply because I say so. I want to accomplish something & so far….my accomplishment is having a small team, that I hope to grow & hope to help them grow their own. It’s to get better at making cold calls or calling strangers (as I call it) &……I’m getting there.

It’s also going to be a way that I can buy things on my own without feeling guilty about being selfish by buying something for myself, but also to be able to buy myself, my kids, even hubby clothes without having to save for months. My oldest bought me a pair of shoes out of his first check, because he knew I wasn’t going to do it soon as I should & my shoes were holey & my boots had several holes in the sides. I’ve never depended on a man before (well, not since I lived at home & asked my dad for help LOL) & I don’t like being dependent on a man for money, so it’s been hard for me.

But!!!! This is an exciting (for me) I looked to check my status today, I have 3 team members, 1 hasn’t followed through with their commitment unfortunately, so they don’t count (according to the company), but I only need 1 more person to join this month & I will advance to a new position (if the 1 team member would have done their first order like they said, then I’d already be there…..but that’s ok, I’ve always been slow LOL)

If I get 3 new team members signed up (by Dec 31) then I’ll advance 2 positions (woo whooo!!!!!) & if I get 7 more by the 31st (which I know won’t happen, unfortunately :o( ) it’ll push me up 3 advancements & that’d be an exciting start for a New Year & be such a huge accomplishment for me on a personal/individual……you have no idea of how much that’d mean to me.

I could pay off so many bills with that, get cupboards & the freezer stocked with food & maybe even buy me a bunch of new clothes (which, you don’t want to know how badly I need those.)

Oh & for new qualifying members (which means if you want to get all the bonuses & discounts) all you have to do is make a 35 point order & then on top of that order you can get…………..

duh-ta duh……

FREE Gift for ALL New Preferred Members

All new Preferred Members in December will earn a Winter Defense Pack featuring more than $35 worth of FREE products in their first active order!

This pack includes:
• 2 Clear Defense Hand Gels (2.4 oz)
• 2 Renew Intensive Skin Therapy Travel-Size
• 2 Sun Shades Lip Balm
PURE Vapor Respiratory Essential Oil Blend
Sol-U-Guard Botanical 2x Disinfectant
Sol-U-Guard Botanical 2x Spray Bottle

new member gift

Did you notice that it’s free now for some, that may not be a big deal. For me…it would have been a nice bonus to get. :o)

I’m a little bummed that Christmas for the kids will be a little barren. But I’m excited at what awaits for us next year.


I’m so excited :)

I am so excited…this evening my newest team member called to let me know that she got her Wellness box today & she was surprised to get some extra stuff in the box that she didn’t order. She started listing the extra stuff that she got & I looked it up & it was Winter Defense Pack! they are offering for free for all new members that enroll in the month of December…dang it…i should have waited 🤣😂 it was so cool that i got to share that with her. So, for those who might be thinking about it…..don’t wait too long. A great business to be a part of, no way for it(**strictly in my opinion of course) to saturate your area because EVERYONE has to shop..we need products every day & this is everyday items Plus 670 retail partners for other needed items. And if your a preferred customer you can get some of the same benefits & discounts as you would if you were a member. BUT if you signed up as preferred member to do this as a business then you get bonuses, discounts & more.
This month is $1 to sign up on a trial basis & if you do your first 35 order then you get the germ fighting kit for free..
How cool is that?
Probably about as cool as my youngest getting to go to see the Nutcracker ballet tonight with her friends. First time & she really enjoyed it. 
Anyway, hope y’all have a great night.


Had to make some changes to my post :o)


I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For many or most of you, this won’t matter to you…….but for me & anyone else out there like me. This is a HUGE milestone/accomplishment.

I have a fear of public speaking, of making a cold call as it’s called…I call it, calling a stranger. But I literally panic. My heart races, I shake a bit, get major nervous….I basically freak out.

When I was in Jr. High, High School, College. (20 some to 30 some years ago) I was scared to death about being in the spotlight & have everyone’s attention (good or bad) on me & of course in those younger day’s you had the moron’s who thought they were cute & funny & would ridicule anyone standing up doing a speech.

Well…….depending on what kind of job you have, you might have to talk to people. YIKES!!!! Well, I recently started with an E-Commerce company & you have to talk to people about the company & what benefit’s & bonus’s & deals they’ll get from being a member & then hopefully sign them up for their own personal store. Which is such an awesome deal. (I just took advantage yesterday or some benefits & got $2.00 off + earned .75% back in loyalty shopping dollars to be used in my store, so instead of paying nearly $12 bucks for some business cards, I paid less then $9 & earned some $ to spend in my store. WIN WIN

ANYWAY…….. (I’m actually kind of nervous now, talking about how nervous I was)…So, my enroller had been trying to do the Overview with a lady that requested some more info. for about a week. Either we kept getting an answering machine or she was having computer difficulties or we were…..it was very irritating on the computer stuff.

So……anyway…….I’m irritated about all the computer problems that we seemed to be having for the last several days (& last night was no different..grrr). But I put my foot down & I was like……..”This is enough…..” So, I sat down at my computer opened ALL the windows on my browser that would have everything to do the presentation with & my store front & my back office & some other things. My heart is still racing fast, I get the hiccups as I’m dialing, which adds more anxiety to my already anxiousness.

The lady answers…..It’s go time.


I talked to her 2 days ago for 41 minutes about everything, including the business….so I thought……day 2 should be easy peasy as I don’t have to actually talk….just play a video (insert computer technical difficulty that finally stopped everything after 33 minutes of a 43 minute video)….Crap…now what? SO, there goes my blood pressure (through the roof again), anxiety hitting….where’s my Recruiter or husband when you need them…..OH NO!!! I’m gonna blow this, I’m going to mess this up…..PLEASE LORD HELP ME THROUGH THIS!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!  

I DID IT…..I got through the presentation, I screwed up a lot. BUT!! I DID IT!!! I have to call her Saturday to help her sign up for her own store site.


It still scares me. But now I can say that *I* did it!!


Life Changing…….

I just made a decision that could & will change my life as I know it now………for the better.

I’ve never been apart of something like this & I don’t think you have either.  I normally wouldn’t use this type of forum…….but why not? We’re all looking for ways to better our life, right?

Well, why not use the forum that we share our life with, to share how we’re going to improve on it.

I don’t know about you, but I’m tired.

Tired of being constantly broke, constantly financially struggling, tired of always telling my kids no or not right now or its going to be a little while or or or or……….or whatever excuse that you use is.

like tonight……we had to use money out of our Mortgage account so I could put gas in my truck & had to use the money out of my paypal account I was saving to use to pay for some herbal & essential Oil courses that had to be saved instead for my husband’s VA Dr’s appt the day after tomorrow to buy some grain for my pigs. Then we had to pick up some extra stuff from the grocery store for tomorrow in anticipation of 5 extra people & we could get all that I wanted to get other wise we’d had to use the money for our house payment or trip money & be short.

I just wanted to break down & start bawling…….I’m so tired of this stupid cycle……are you?

Well, while I am still currently in this cycle, I hope not to be much longer. I joined a company that has been changing people’s lives for 34 year? It’s the only company that I’ve ever heard of or known that is a Debt Free company & has been since the beginning. And you earn money for every day shopping…….I am not a shopper, I dread going to the grocery store, let alone the clothing store (I really hate this one). But I love the options & benefits that they give their members…..that no one else (that I know of) does.

I thought that I’d go ahead & share this amazing life changing opportunity with all of you, because I know that you’d like to earn more then what your making, even just a little bit could make a difference in your life. Am I right? Of course I am…..

So click here & start on your life changing adventure with me now.

What? you don’t think you can do it? Why not? Give it a shot. If there’s anything you’ve wanted to have some extra money for …..buying new shoes, buying clothes, gas to take a trip on, go out to eat more frequently, buying a cup of coffee? Pay a bill, get out of debt all together, go back to school to finish a degree (OOOOH OOOH that’s me…hand is up). Take some other courses, such as Herbal or Essential Oils (hand is up again).

Or you want to get divorced, but your stuck because of finances (hand goes up again…..that’s been my main reason for not filing for one several years ago).

Just give IT a shot…..you have absolutely nothing to lose.

Well, I’m off to get the Turkey in the cooker so it’s ready for tomorrow.

Hope y’all have a WONDERFUL day…even if you don’t celebrate Thanksgiving 🙂

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I wanted to send off a post before the big day, because I may not have time or may have lost my sanity before the day is even 1/2 over, so it’s best to write now. ;o)

I think it’s been or close to being 40 or 41 years go, my most favorite cousin in the whole world was killed in a motorcycle wreck on Thanksgiving. It was hard for me for a while to find joy in this day again. A few Thanksgiving’s we would go over to my Aunt’s squeeze into her tiny house with all of her kids & a few grandkids & enjoy a big feast…..I miss those times.

But I really miss celebrating Thanksgiving with my sister & brother in the same house….my mom & sister would overly stress over the lack of cooperation they felt they were getting from the rest of us, the lack of control they had over everything & situation. My dad & I are the more laid back out of the group & then there was my brother who just hung out in his room & waited to eat & then went into hiding when it was time to clean up…..which of course, was left to the women (namely my sister & myself).

Even though we didn’t get a long much even back then…I still miss being together. But since she had her first kid…..they refused to travel, while part of me understood it…..how can you create generational family memories, if your never with family to make them? Even when she lived near us, she’d rather invite strangers into her home, instead of come be with family & let cousin interact & get a chance to become friends.

then after my brother’s family split up that was pretty much the end of our family Thanksgiving get together’s… my family was left on their own to do their own thing……while it was nice at times not to have to stress over whether or not your cooking would produce good tasting food. I missed my childhood at the holidays.

But tomorrow, we will hopefully be celebrating our first Thanksgiving in our First home (bought earlier this year) with my parents, brother & his kids. I’m excited & nervous & worried.

My house isn’t spit-shined as much as I was hoping it’d be, I forgot to make cornbread for potential stuffing to dry out over night for tomorrow. Not in the mood to make pumpkin pie right now…..so that might be a breakfast task. Forgot to get bacon to have breakfast.

And of course……..we’re broke.

but it’s ok, whether we celebrate with a full house or with just us……I am thankful to have a brand new house, to be able to celebrate thanksgiving and to be in a much better place then I have been just last year.

I still have a long way to go……..but I’m getting there.



I’m Back!!!!

I don’t know if anyone’s noticed that I’ve been kind of quiet. Well, there’s a couple reasons……the main one is we’ve been moving (technically for 3 months) to our first ever buying a home…home. And that has had its own adventures, which I’ll post about later. But the other reason, is because my family has lost my box from my office that had my passwords & other important stuff in it (including the keys to our 2 riding lawn mowers), so since I still can’t locate it & hubby found another (questionable) way to start one of them…..I figured, today was the day to give up on finding my box & just change the passwords & make some other changes & move on.

So…….that’s what I’ve done.

Which seems to be the path that I am on lately, but I don’t want to go off the trail I’m on right now & go off on some other tangent, so no more about changes until later on.

Right now…..I seem to be the only one capable of figuring out what to fix for dinner, so I’m going to come to an end on this post & go dig out some pans to make hamburgers & cut up the left over pork loin so my family won’t starve :o)

Plus, my left hand is starting to really hurt again (must still have some inflammation caused from drinking pop still in my system). So, its time to stop typing & switch to reading for a while, plus, go around & shut all of the windows, its getting cold in here from all the “fresh” windy air.

But…..I’ll be back. I have a bit to share & still have stuff to move from my other blog. :o)

Till we meet again. :o)


Welcome To My Wayward Healing Journey.

This is the post excerpt.

I have another blog site already, but it was intended to go in another direction then where its currently headed, so instead of taking that page away from its intended purpose, I decided to start a different site where I can focus on my journey of healing.

I’ve titled my blog “My Wayward Healing Journey”, because I haven’t gone in a straight line on this journey. I’ve been sidetracked, derailed & ignored my need to heal.

Not because I don’t want to heal, because Lord knows I do, but because I haven’t put myself first yet. So, until I do……..my life as a mom, a homeschooling teacher, homesteader & all my other hats, including that of a wife, take precedence over my pain & healing.

I don’t know if you’ll follow my journey or can relate or have the perfect life. What I do know is this…..We all have our own journey’s to take, we all have a path that we should have followed out of high school or in our 20’s or 30’s or we have path’s that have been forced upon us to take & we got shoved off into another direction that we didn’t plan, choose, want to be on by any stretch of the imagination.

But here we are.

Now what?

Well……for me, I have a couple path’s that I need to deal with & hope I can change the way my current path is on.

I’m going to bring post’s from my other blog to here, they’re about pain, fear, healing, mourning & probably some others.

I hope you will enjoy them (as much as one can when reading about marital issues & emotional pain) enough to subscribe so you can follow, so they’ll come to your inbox.

I am going to get started, but because of life’s demand’s (or in my case appt’s), I won’t get everything moved over today.

Welcome…………and thank you for being here.



How are you on this beautiful, but chilly (in my area) first Tuesday in November? Good I hope.

If you’ve read any of my post’s before, you know that I mentioned taking this blog back to it’s originally purpose & taking the business post’s back to my business blog.

So, this is the beginning of it.

The first post today, is about the monthly specials we are having until the 18th of November. I would LOVE to keep talking about it, but it’s best to go here & check it out.

If I don’t move on …… I will spill it all out here, as I am so excited about the opportunity available this month.

So……… I am moving on. :o) I made a 2nd post on my business page today (one of the benefit’s of getting up at 10 after 5 am or drawbacks) & that post is a Product Review, that I’m going to leave up to you to check out. Complete with a short 3 minute video.

I have been sitting at my computer for several hours, so it is now time or past time for me to get some other things accomplished before my eyes win out & choose to close to get some more sleep.

I don’t know about where your at, but I’m in Southern Idaho & it’s COLD!!!!!!!! I’ve been here since conception, so you’d think I would already be accustomed, acclimated to the cold temps that we have here. I’m NOT.

I hate cold. Being cold, having cold feet, hands, ears. Nope….don’t like it.
I LOVE to curl up in front of a fire & stay cozy warm. :o) I don’t have a fire going in the fire place though, but I do have to go outside to get grain bucket’s for the pig’s ready, start some bacon for everyone to nibble on & pick a room to start working on.

I have actually caught up on everyone’s laundry (that they have put downstairs) & can actually work on the last bag of laundry that may or may not be washable that’s been sitting there still in it’s black garage back forever (Well, at least since last year.)

Don’t hate on me. When you have 6 people to do laundry for, cook meals & snacks for, get groceries for, on top of general cleaning (that is spotty), on top of irrigating 6 acres, on top of moving handlines for 2 sections of patures, on top of milking 9 goats, doctoring goat’s, on & on & on. Some things, like unpacking non-essential/important items happens & when people just pile & pile & pile on top of things…..it takes a while to get to the bottom.

Well, I’m finally or actually, once again, at the bottom. So, as soon as I get done here, get done getting grain bucket’s on top of filling it up with water to soak, starting bacon & the last small load of laundry, then I can tackle that bag.

Then I get to go into “big town” to get groceries, a minutes card for my business phone & then come back home to do more stuff.

This past week or 2 now, I have been making sure that ALL of the dishes are washed, dried & put away. Truthfully that’s not something that I’ve done, probably since I lived at home or at least not in the last nearly 30 yrs since I was single.

For many years, it’s just been so much easier to just let exhaustion take over & convenient to say “I’ll do it later”. Which reminds me of a quote I saw yesterday when I went to another small town to get grain for the pigs. The sign said “Sometimes later becomes never“. I don’t know about anyone else, but that resonated with me. I know I’ve said that WAY TOO MUCH as a mom, my husband has said & done it in many areas over the years.

When is putting off or doing something later a better choice then doing it now? Or doing something later, turn out the never be or get done?

I’ll deal with “it” later, I’ll tell her/him the truth “later”, I fix it, build it, repair it, replace it later. Sometimes that later never happens or doesn’t happen until the damage doesn’t give us a choice anymore.

Washing the dishes, doesn’t seem like a big deal, but I’ve noticed how it gives me a sign of relief when I walk in to the kitchen first thing in the morning, instead of a sense of dread.

I have a counter & the dining room to work on next. Those 2 areas are going to take a bit more work, because you have 5 other people who think EVERYTHING needs to go on the counter or dining room table …. trash, dirty dishes, pop bottles, work gloves, coat’s (on the chairs), tools & the rest of the too lazy to walk another foot or 5 to put this stuff where it actually goes.

Don’t get me wrong, I’ve added to those area’s too, but I also go back through & relocate things to their proper location, most of the time. Other times, I try to ignore all the crap that’s here & there, because I am tired of being the only one.

Truth is …….. it’s a poor excuse to allow laziness to get a foot hold in your life. When does it stop? Where will it stop? How will it stop? Who knows. It’s up to you to fight that wicked 5 headed monster. It’s probably got my the 5 heads, but for me ….. it’s a cross between an octopus & Hydra (the 5 headed dragon). You’ve got multiple arms going around you, dodging your efforts of keeping things clean, all the while your dodging or focusing on the many head’s who keep you distracted or occupied while the rest are stacking things up as you move.

So, now is the time. Get up, pick an area to work on, but not to big, so it doesn’t seem so overwhelming. Work on the area for 5, 10 or 20 min’s & then go take a break.

Do that throughout your day & that overwhelming job, will seem less intimidating. If I can do it. You can do it.

Now I’m off to take my own advice & go get stuff done, apparently that will include taking hubby his lunch before I get groceries….. 1 is way out of my way & the other is unpleasant. The down side of living where we live now, before getting groceries was the farthest part of my errands, now…..going to the bank or seeing hubby for whatever reason is.

Oh well……….off to get something accomplished.

But before I go, don’t forget to check out today’s post’s on Membership specials & Product Reviews before you get busy with your day.

Thank you for being here.

Pain …. Open wound …. Healing

We’ve all lost someone that we’ve loved, whether it’s a human or an animal.

Most of us, have felt pain through that loss, right?

Yesterday, (Monday Oct. 29,2019) we had to put down a beloved family member, Annie. She was 10, maybe 11, I’m a little fuzzy on that right now. She was a McNab & Australian Shepherd, bred (not by me) to have bite. In case you don’t know about McNab’s or Australian Shepherd’s, they are working dog’s. They were bred to work cattle (or sheep). Annie’s parent’s were outstanding cow dogs, both loved to work. Even when Annie’s Dad (Kidd) got too old/sick to work the cows, he taught his last litter of pup’s/kids manner’s & respect.

If they were out chasing horses or chasing the goat’s around, they got punished by dad, he was a force to be reckoned with, even at the end. He was the Aussie. Annie’s momma (Banshee) was no slouch. She worked just as hard as Kidd did, whether it was cows, horses or kids (human). She loved to work, but she loved the pampered indoor pet life when she could sneak inside.

She didn’t like trespassers, whether it was a dog, cat, cow or human. She caught a sheriff’s deputy going through her human momma’s truck & purse without any human’s knowledge or permission. Well, she let him know that what he was doing wrong & she was there to tell her human & to protect her property. He tried to get Banshee in trouble for biting him, but her human momma was just as vicious as she was. You don’t go through her property, threaten her dogs or lie about doing either of it & expect to leave unscathed. Ha Ha!

There were a LOT of things that Annie got from her parents, working wasn’t really one of those things. Don’t get me wrong, Annie could work livestock ……….. if she wanted.

But she preferred to supervisor her human underling’s. Ha Ha! She’d herd(move) the chicken’s around (I suspected it was to eventually eat them, but she knew we were watching) :o), she reluctantly helped us to move a stubborn goat or goat kid. She was a better header (going for the face) then she was a heeler (going for the back legs/butt). She seemed to enjoy pissing off a mean/aggressive buck (male goat) that we use to have, by biting his nose when I asked her to bring ’em. I’d have to remind her that if he attacked me (because I was usually the one walking him down the road to stake him out along the road or bringing him back home) I would kick her ass, so she’d toss in one more nose bite, before going for his heels or walking off.


She knew that she was meant for bigger & greater things. And it wasn’t to run her butt off dealing with cranky cows or goats.

But she was a great cuddle bug, she’d grin, she’d smile (looked like she was growling quietly)…..I loved her smiles. But she felt that if I had to request her smile (her brother smiled voluntarily), then she would have a request of her own.

Scratches, rubs

She’d grab your arm with her paws/nails & bring it towards her, you know, as a guide :o)

You had to focus on scratching her all over, she figured that would make you happy, especially if you gave her tummy rubs. Surely that was enough to please you? It made her happy.

I didn’t want to put her down, I didn’t want to have to say good-bye to my family member, to my friend.

But I had to, it wasn’t fair to let her suffer. She had cancer & things changed fast between Saturday & Monday. She really struggled to walk on Sunday, she ate a little bit of cooked sausage Sunday Morning, but didn’t want anything later in the day, no ritz crackers (she loved them), no bacon, no sausage. I knew the time was close.

I prayed a lot that evening & night, for her to go peaceful in her sleep. But Monday came, she hadn’t moved, not even when she went potty. I had my answer. 😥

2 of the kids stayed home to have her final resting place ready for Annie when she came back home, the other 2 kids came with Annie, me & hubby. And it helped me so much. I bawled my head off, told her I loved her & will miss her, told her to go find Lil’ Bit (a rescue dog when my youngest was little) & run. To go find her momma, but to be prepared for her or dad to get after her for dropping the ball with the family job.

Lil’ Bit, was a pug cross that we rescued several years ago, she died from Cancer last year as we were preparing to move to our home. I didn’t want her (I don’t like pugs), but she wiggled her fat little body into my heart & I was surprised at how much it hurt to lose her. She didn’t come to her name (she was renamed prior to us), she went totally deaf when it came to chasing cars (& being ran over twice didn’t deter her a bit from doing it). Annie would cut her off from chasing (she showed Lil’ Bit to get back into the yard to chase the vehicles), but she’d stop her from stopping Lil’ Bit from chasing, reprimanding her for disobeying.

Lil’ Bit somehow grew from pug size to a German Sheppard when she was laying in bed with you & that ability to take over was how she took over the space in my heart for her. Annie……she was a mid-size dog, but the love she gave you, was that of a Great Dane. Medium stature, but HUGE in personality & some times attitude.

But she wasn’t the only loss we have faced recently. Our Bronze Turkey Hen, Klutz, passed away this morning at 3:58 am. It was unexpected after this amount of time. Her huge wound that was inflicted by 2 stray dogs that were out running amok, causing havoc, was slowly starting to heal. But ……. I think she had an internal issue that we couldn’t see. I don’t like getting up early anyway, but to get woken up early by an unexpected noise only to discover that your beloved Turkey just let go it’s last breath, is not something I want to go through ……..at any point of the day.

She was only a yr old, her & her sister (Speedy) was my birthday present last year, they were such character’s. We had them inside when they were young baby’s (Poult’s), the ONLY way I could get any sleep during the night, was to play what I call my Indian Music, it’s instrumental music, that is labeled Indian Flute, etc. But when I played that during the night, they slept. Her & Speedy just went through their first attempt at nesting, it wasn’t successful. And even though they had the potential to be dinner at some point, she will be missed greatly.

I miss my Annie dog, she’s laying next to Lil’ Bit whose laying next to Scar, a 2 yr old kitten that our oldest rescue cat Oliver, brought home to us at our old house. Scar got into something somewhere that killed (poisoned) him. Him & his brother (Lovey) had the fattest cheeks I’ve ever seen. Lovey, turned into a jerky brat & then ran off after we moved to our new place. He didn’t like being locked up inside.

We will soon be adding another loved one to our pet cemetery (aka flower bed) & that’ll be our King of Kittie’s, Oliver the Great. He’s around 16, but is having health issues. I’m not ready for him to leave. We’ve had him since he was a young wild stray.

Well, the sun as come up enough to show miserable weather outside (tried snow or is snowing & blowing about 40 mph). So, this is my cue to end my long story, go wake up my kids & face the emptiness that we can feel in the house, that no amount of cooking or music can fill.

If you have a pet & it’s more then just an object to you. Give it some extra attention, love’s, scratches, hugs. Something.
Show them they are important to you…….if they are.

Rest in Peace,
Annie, Annie Dog, Annabelle
Klutz, Feather’s, Baby
(their name & their nicknames)

Has There Ever Been A Time Where You Just Want To Scream!! And throw up your hands?

If not, I’m jealous.

Or would be, if I believed that to be true. But I don’t know nor have met anyone that doesn’t have chaos or turmoil in their lives of some kind.

It seems like my life is never ending turbulence, but I wish it would take a break, go away forever, stop, hibernating. SOMETHING where it just gives me a chance to breathe. Now, my issues are minor to some, but since others don’t live my life (nor I theirs), my issues have again to be too much & I’m ready to break down to a never ending crying moment.

My blog went from being my wayward healing journey to a business blog, but frankly I need a place to heal. Part of it’s here to help other’s to keep from going down the same path, other part is to help other’s to see their not alone & another part is to help someone to see they are strong enough to leave their situation, if they make that choice.

We bought our first ever home (we’re nearing or in our 50’s, not a great time to buy actually) last year (winter 2017-18) & from the start, I was wondering why, not because I don’t like it, because I do. But because I’m the only one who seems to want the farm. Everyone else is content with staying inside on some electronic device.

I am expected to cook meals, clean the house, do everyone’s laundry, weed whack, irrigate the pasture’s, spray for weeds (I hate doing that), or did up the weeds (we have a horrible infestation of several variety of thistle), split wood, etc. On top of doctoring livestock, kids, etc. And while 6 acres is not much, I am only one person who would like to enjoy having 6 acres & not having to take 10+/- goat’s to a variety of spots to feed them now.

I’m also expected to do work on an additional 2.25 acres, that is technically ours, so we have legal grounds to take it back. And all of this done alone. I have 4 kids, only 1 works outside the home full time, 2 of them help their grandparents when needed sometimes 3, and 2 of them have started to work for the neighbor (who has plenty of kids & grandkids to do the work, but that’s another topic) & a husband that works outside of the home too. PLUS, I am the accountant, secretary plus, I have to deal with bills, etc plus, we started the E-Commerce business & yet, I’m the only one who works it. Or worked it. Finances got derailed (sick livestock) & since I was the only one putting out ads, making calls, the ball got dropped. I decided paying bills & trying to save animals was a bit more important then putting out ads at the moment.

Well…….like everything else ……….I have failed.

I have tried to talk to my husband about everything & of course I’m picking on him, blaming him, slamming him for past issues, blah blah blah. Well, everything from the past is why everything now is the way it is. So, that went to shhht in a quick hurry & I was so upset that I couldn’t explain anything that I meant, all the while he was twisting things around & then instead of stopping someplace so we could focus on the conversation, he just headed home. Where he knows we can’t talk about this stuff, because the kids become cling-on’s & I don’t like crying or appearing to have been crying when they’re around.

So, that started a crappy weekend. Then Sunday a pair of strange dogs made a pit stop on our place to randomly start killing our animals. They killed about 5 our chickens, 1 was a young one born this year, they attacked our turkey, she’s got a disgustingly bad gaping wound on her side, that maybe getting infected & I may have to put her down. I am still so mad. They are in “doggy jail”, I hope they get put down, they won’t. I haven’t been this angry over animals in years & I don’t like feeling hatred towards an animal or it’s worthless owner, but these are more then just “things”. Yes, we eat chickens & turkey (<more store bought), but we love them. We rejoice when we have new baby’s, along with complaining that there has to be so many rooster’s (which is mostly what I get rid of), but we cry when we lose one & generally bury it (unless it’s the winter time & I just can’t afford to break anymore handles).

We have 2 turkey’s, both female, they were my birthday present last year (2018), I was hoping for a male & female after I got them. They could make baby’s, we could have one for thanksgiving, sell off the rest & use the eggs. Didn’t work out, both girls.

They are funny at times, bully’s at times & are interesting to watch.

I’m lost & confused about everything………marriage, property, livestock, business.

This post would go on forever if I focused on fixing my marriage, the biggest is probably just me not wanting to avoid the issues & just move on. Maybe I should & then maybe things will work on on their own? Sometimes if you pretend long enough it becomes real.

Property……come to the realization that I’m just going to do it all by myself, need to get into that habit because 2 are old enough to move out, old enough….not financially able to. Only 5 yrs till the youngest is old enough to move out too. So, if I get into the habit of doing the work alone, it won’t be a shock when I have to do it alone, right.? And if we can get that other 2 acres back, then I can set up a better rotation schedule & a lot of other things will work themselves out too. In theory.

Livestock…….they can pay for themselves if I keep out outside interference’s from derailing me. And their health becomes a priority over other work.

Business……OMG!!! I could go on & on & on about how great this business is. How great the benefits & specials are. For example for this month (October) till the 31st, new preferred members get an awesome product it’s from our beauty line & it’s a Dry Shampoo, you know those who want their hair to be clean but don’t want the drying of their typical shampoo’s, this is different & if it’s like any of their other products….it’s fantastic.

Then they have a promotion between Oct 18th-31st that gives earns you several free products (essential oils, diffuser, bath products, etc.).

Anyone who enrolls now can enroll other’s for just $1, yep just one dollar.

This opportunity is more then just 1 thing. It’s about changing your life, changing your perspective, creating opportunity & so much more.

Your probably wondering, if it’s so wonderful then why were finances an issue or ? . Well, I’ll tell you. Priority & effort. I didn’t fully make it a priority & I didn’t put 100% effort in & that’s what it boils down to.

But let’s start with something easy …… health. Is there something with your health that you want to change? Yes? No? Well, for me, there’s a lot. But for starter’s I was dealing with Chronic Fatigue, Major stress & so much other crap that my body was telling me that it had enough, I mean it was screaming at me. I was going through a long list of issues & then I started getting major migraines & headaches & back aches (I mean curl up crying let me down now backaches, & just take my head off now headaches), I stopped drinking soda pop. That helped. My heart was starting to flutter or skip a bit more then it ever has, I felt out of breath time pain.

I knew it was the stress & the pain from marital issues I was dealing with, so I had to let things go. Then I was just so worn out, that I had to force myself out of bed & function, but I was constantly exhausted. Then I got hit with a dizzy spell that literally knocked me on my butt, I was throw up sick for 2 days when ever I tried to move (not good when you had kids & animals to take care of), so I did my best to reduce my stress & worry load. not easy in my life, let me tell you.

Well, fast forward to buying our first house & if you ever bought one then you have an idea of the stress that can bring on. Well, fast forward to November 2018. That’s when I was introduced to our E-Commerce company & it changed my life. Well, it gave me back my life. If you read my other post’s, I took 3 little supplements & the next day, I had energy that I didn’t know I could have…I actually wanted to get out of bed before 6 am (I hate getting up before 8) & get things done.

I brought me a sense of life, happiness, desire, motivation, normalcy I guess you could say. I no longer felt like a 48 yr old in a 102 yr old body or a zombie for that matter. The laundry soap we’ve tried, I use WAY less & it’s clean (& I’ve used the non-scented, so you can tell if your clothes are clean & smell it from the dryer too). I have high blood pressure like Hypertensive, ready to die high. One of the 3 supplements I started taking last year brought my blood pressure down to low hypertensive towards high pre-hypertesive. I could breathe coming back upstairs with a heavy basket of laundry whereas without the supplement, I was like a 400 pound fat lady gasping for air. It supports blood pressure. I have lost inches & some pounds ( few) from taking the supplements. I have stopped taking it, because I didn’t get my blood tested to see where all my levels were at, I didn’t care. I took the medication to see if it’d help in some way, I didn’t want to see any numbers, I didn’t want to know how close to death that I really was.

I knew I had health issues & I just frankly could not take on anymore stress & worry. But now I have to know. I have to get those numbers in order to share it with all of you & anyone else who won’t believe it’s possible for these products to work. One of our top leaders in our group, is in his mid-50’s & he has congested heart failure. He uses a product called performance pack for heart health & it’s helped him considerably over the years. He may actually be able to pass away from old age instead of his heart issues. But no one would believe that either, if I told them.

So…..this month I decided to stop taking my supplements & get my blood tested by Jan 1st, they’ve done a human trial & they showed that by 12 weeks the supplements were starting to leave your body & your health would start to go back to normal (bad), so I figure, I will do my best to make it that long without taking my supplements, so I can get the most accurate numbers that I can get & then I’m going to post them on my business blog for all to see, so you home business bloggers will have to switch over there. :o)

But I want to see it for myself, I can feel the improvement (or not the lack of ), but I want to see the numbers & compare.

I can tell you that I can breathe far better when I am exerting myself (whether that’s carrying a load of laundry up stairs, chopping wood or anything else physical), my blood pressure has dropped 40-50 points (198 to 147-156) over 107 to 86. Now, it’s creeping back up. :o( I still stay active, I just don’t have the desire to do much, I just have to keep reminding myself I need to.

financial, I only have 2 customers. If I had people on my team who wanted to build themselves a team & who wanted to do more then be just a customer, I’d be making more then what I am. So, in order to do that. I have to get my backside & make an effort, a real effort. This can be a business that wipes out your current drudgery of a job, you can fire your boss with this business, you just have to want to be your own boss.


Now that I have vented & shared my excitement about being part of a fantastic company & team. Now, I am going to eat my ice cream before it completely melts while watching a show, then go doctor my turkey (she’s in the house), then go start on dinner, then go doctor 2 of my goat’s before going to tackle the boxed crap in the basement.

I hope you guys have a FANTASTIC day, despite out cold windy weather….I’m planning to :o)

September’s end is near..

I can’t believe September is almost over, it seems like it just began. :o(

September is filled with days that should be celebrated, but haven’t really been.

Before I go off on a tangent of something else, I’d better share the business stuff with you first.

I have a new secret weapon that I have been using, in my battle to fight my excess fat, but it does something even better…..

It has given me the energy (by using my excess body fat) to use a weed whacker (or trimmer depending on the name used in your area) to cut for 3 hours straight and NOT hurt or get fatigued. How many of your energy bars do you know, that has the scientific proof to back up & prove that they were created to use your fat to convert it into energy for your work out’s (mine are not in a gym). I tell you……I’ve never used anything like this.

IT’S AWESOME!!!!!!!!

But besides that, my online health & wellness club is offering a $1 membership fee till the end of September. (Till the 30th).
If you enroll, then enroll 1-4 people, you will earn a free AWESOME gift.

Now I have to say, how awesome it would be to earn a free gift, I always seem to enroll new members when there is no gift available, which is fine. I am more concerned with helping others make their homes healthy by removing the toxins in their home & in the snacks & other things that they consume, then anything else.

But, let’s be honest, who wouldn’t want a free Diffuser & an Essential Oil to brighten up your home & everyone’s mood, or Apple Airpods to become hands free while your doing things around your home? Or win a Gut free bundle, filled with great tasting products, that add to your fiber intake? Or better yet, with the holiday’s coming up, could you use an extra thousand dollars? I don’t know about you, but my family could use it, pay off some bills, buy some much needed clothes & food for my family or with others that I know who could use some help.

I would LOVE to see all of my followers sign up, give the products a try for 90 days (changes don’t occur or happen fully, it’s always suggested, even by Dr.’s, that you try (insert your diet changes, supplements, etc here) it for 90 days. And the after your 90 days, if your not convinced that your personal online health & wellness shopping club isn’t all that it’s cracked up to be, I won’t be upset if you cancel your membership, but you’ll always have the option to continue shopping, just won’t have the same discounts if you stay a preferred membership.

See, even though I can go on & on about all the great products that I’ve tried (& in the grand scheme of things, it hasn’t been much) & tell you about the fantastic commission they offer if you decided to do this as a business like I have. It’s not up to me.

I will gladly set aside 43 minutes of my day to set up a webinar for you to attend, so you can get all of the information that you will probably have questions about, and I can answer every question you have (or have someone answer them for you that has been with the company, almost since it’s inception). But you have to decide for yourself…….do you want to get rid of the poisons that you consume in your snacks, supplements, bathroom products, cleaning products, laundry products, etc.? Do you want to save yourself, your family time by shopping online & having to deal with the crowded stores & streets & have it all delivered to your door?

Would you like to earn free shopping dollars when you go to shop online at some other store (like home depot, ebay, amazon, etc?) As an Amazon Member you don’t get that do you? How about as a Costco or Sam’s club member? How much does your online membership cost you a year? Mine $19…..yes, for the entire year. Plus, I earn free Loyalty shopping dollars, whether I am shopping on my personal page or whether I go through 1 of the over 1900 retail partner pages.

But I’ll tell you what I want out of being a part of this membership. When my husband & I first joined my goal was to make money.

Yep, shocking I know. I wanted to get a big team built, earn lots of money, and most of all, take my kids back to see my Aunt this October, who is 83 before she passes away. Well, I didn’t reach my goal. I was close. But I failed.

Now, it may not matter to you, but we all have our own goals, hopes, wishes, wants, needs, desires.
Going back to see a lady that means the world to my dad, that I have wanted to see again since I was 13 (That’s the last time I saw her, a week before my grandma died. I am 49, so it’s been a while). She is the greatest cook I’ve ever met & yes, she could put those fancy chef’s to shame. When you have heart in your cooking, people can tell.

I also wanted to make some money to take the financial burden off my husband’s shoulder’s & be able to have a cushion & take the kids on simple vacations that they can now appreciate.

But now, I think I have a slightly more important need & a more serious goal that I need to obtain.

My husband will be furious at me if he finds out I posted this, but I don’t care, I have to worry about the future.

You see my husband has health issues & they are more serious than he has shared with me, I’ll find out a bit more friday. But he has been suffering or dealing with minor heart attacks since his 30’s. He’s got heart issues, I think at one time they called it an Enlarged heart (I found this out from a friend years ago that he’d told.)
Recently, he was diagnosed as being diabetic too. He smokes. He’s always had physical issues (mainly with his feet) since before we’ve been together (25 yrs) & of course with all men……it’s a fight to get him to change.
This friday, he’s got to go in to have a colonoscopy. He’s freaked out about it, even though he tries not to show it, he’s got some growth’s on his head & somewhere else I forget, refuses to have them checked.

He’s got cancer in both sides of his family too. What all this boils down to is this.

While it is important for me to take my kids back to my dad’s home state & show them where he grew up in “ancient” times & to introduce them to the greatest cook I know & possibly their last living Uncle as well. I need to think about my financial future, I haven’t worked outside the home for about 4-5 yrs & that was only a temporary job & before that it had been even longer then that. I have always been a stay a home mother, wife, home schooling teacher.

So, I don’t have much of a social security benefit built up like my husband sort of does, I don’t have a 401k built up, I don’t have a pension sitting there waiting on me. I have relied on my husband to provide.

Well, if he dies anytime soon, I’m screwed. I haven’t finished my Associate of Applied Science in Agri-business degree, as I chose my kids over me. So, building this business means a lot more to me then free gifts or trips, it means a way to support my kids or myself when my husband passes away OR if I go first, then it’ll support our kids or him.

What I would LOVE to be able to do, is to get enough people on our team, both those who strictly want to just be customers & those who want to be their own boss & travel or whatever, but get enough people a part of our team that I can tell hubby on the 12th of some month…..”You don’t have to go to work anymore if you don’t want to, you can start working at starting your own machine shop or custom fab shop or, or , or.

Right now, his job is at risk, because he sticks his neck out every day trying to get an engineer to do things right or a drafter to figure out how to design structures safely & correctly, but because the Engineer is one of those whinny 20 something’s that think’s a college education contains more than 30 yrs knowledge in the industry, he continually puts people’s lives at risk. A co-worker that’s older then him, but new to being a drafter, has the same issues…..knows more then he really does.

I want to pop both of those “men“, right square in the nose for being so naive & immature, but since going to jail won’t change anything & neither will getting him fired, the next best thing to do, is work at getting him a stress free life & the best way to do that, is to start getting appt’s set for those who want to change their own lives & sign up for $1 to get their own membership.

Want to join?

What do you have to lose?

Better yet…………..

What are you afraid to change? your financial situation? Health?

A Wet September is here…

This is one of my new power tool.

It is currently raining (again), put’s a kink in my outdoor plans, but then again, I did decide not to keep my focus on the outdoor work. So, I guess that Mother Nature is just making sure that I can keep to my word.

But recently I got my Wellness box delivered & the delicious looking picture up above, was one of the delicious items I received. I have been determined that I am going to drop weight on my terms, because I want to make it as sure as possible that it doesn’t return, so I ordered some.

Let me tell you a little about it, there’s like 6 different flavors, the 4 I bought ALL taste delish & they’re patented technology of ingredients use our extra fat to convert it into energy when we exercise.

Now, I am not a gym rat. My version of exercise is walking about a mile to open a gate to let water into a ditch & then turn a switch to start a pump that sucks up the water & pushes through pipes to where I need it or I just let it run down the ditch to flood a field, I walk around with a weed trimmer, check the mail, check on our new kittens in the barn, I milk several goats, mow the yard, move handlines in 2 of our fields, do laundry (going up & down stairs as our washer & dryer are down stairs), etc.

I cut this & beyond the tree’s to the left with a weed eater
And this, along with the grass that you see, all the way to the right & to the bottom of the picture. All with a weed whacker. I recommend the Stihl brand. :o)

Well, while I was working on the above two area’s, I would push myself to trim for about 3 hours & then give up, out of energy & whooped (it was also in the high 80’s & 90’s out). But my energy was zapped by 2 hours & I was dragging by 3-4 hrs (if I made it that far.

I got my new secret weapon or new energy tool, so first hubby & I divide each of the 4 bars between us to have a taste test, if they didn’t taste good I was going to send them back. :o) But I had one before I went to start working (recommends having 1 on an empty stomach 15 minutes before you start working out) & I didn’t notice how long I was working, but after 4 hours I started getting a bit peckish & saw that it was almost noon. I wasn’t tired or worn out at all. I didn’t even feel like I had done anything.

Now, your probably thinking I’m full of it, but I’m telling you……they are awesome. I used them for 3 days in a row & it was all the same thing, but then I noticed the difference when I didn’t have one. Drained, tired, worn out.

I would double dog dare you to try them out, but…………..I haven’t convinced you to join & have your very own Online Shopping Club membership, where you can earn money while shopping at your own personal store or 1 of the 600+ online retail partners. So, I’m sure that your not confident enough to take a dare to try a tasty way to lose weight.

So, No double dog dares will happen. But!! I will tell you, that you can join now….until September 17, for JUST $1 (ONE)(UNO) dollar. Just 1.

And if you joined & had 2 friends/family join, then you’d earn our Autumn Essential Oils products (valued at about $90) & if you have 4 join, you can win Apple Air Pods & the Essential oils products….FOR FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!! But, I know you don’t want that.

I hope your September has gone well, so far. My year has not. I have lost 4 cousin’s this year since April. The last one (so far) in August after having a Memorial for another. And then a friend’s wife passed away a few weeks ago too. And I’ve lost 3 goat’s in the past few weeks too.

I have had my fill with loss, I’m ready for some good news.

I would LOVE to help you improve your health, earn free products & trips, be a part of a fantastically awesome team, & best of all earn enough money that you can fire your boss at some point.

Take care
I hope to hear from you soon so you can learn more, sign up & be on the road to better health for yourself, your home & family (including pets) & can end the year making some money for a great Christmas.

August is under way…

I have been a bit quiet lately ….. partly because I seem to be repeating myself about our home business that we’re a part of, so I would love to share more with you, but I don’t know if your actually interested.

But right now, I want to share something a little more personal with you. Recently, I lost a cousin … well, my 2nd cousin to pass away this year, the first one was earlier this spring & was an only child. This cousin & I didn’t get along at all, for whatever reason they thought they were better then most of us. I contribute that to being the only child of the baby of the family & to skipping a grade or 2 while in school, unfortunately, they weren’t smart enough to listen to their Dr. when they were told to make some changes to help improve their life, they refused. Now their mom is grieving her only child, whom she thought the world of.

Then a few months later, my 2nd one passed. They had unresolvable health issues, but this loss hit me harder then expected, we weren’t close but we were a lot more alike then I thought. The thing that bothers me about this, is while I wasn’t always near their home, I have been, but never stopped.

Too busy, wasn’t sure if he was home, didn’t want to see him in the hospital, didn’t think he’d want to talk……..all sorts of bad excuses.

Don’t make assumptions …… talk to who ever in your life that may have any connection. Don’t wait until you have a funeral or 2 to attend before you realize what you should, could have done. It seems like the only time my family gets together is for funeral’s anymore.

Don’t wait………

Then recently, one of our most loved goat’s passed away. Tessa, was a fantastic momma goat. This year she gave me triplets, 3 boys. Would have been better if she would had girls. But she’s buried out in the pasture under one of her favorite tree areas. So, she’s still with us…..just not the way I prefer. 😥

But this sadness of reality brings me back to the main purpose of my post ….. the August special …..

Sign up for $1 special this month, this is available between now till the 20th. There’s also a prize for the Preferred Member who enrolls 2 & 4 new members. So, that means after you sign up, if you enroll 2 people you get a gift. How cool is that?

Being a part of this company, using their products, has given me back my life. This is no exaggeration, but I’m sure some will think it is or that it’s just a way to push something. To be honest, I’m not losing out on anything, if you chose not to change your life. I changed mine & I don’t regret it one little bit.

Now, somewhere in previous post’s I’ve said this before, but December 2018 is when I first tried their supplements, by their I mean Melaleuca, I was so beyond run down, exhausted ALL the time. No energy, no umpf, I had to push myself to get out of bed each day, to do something other then take a nap. I chalked it all up to stress, even though my stress level was less than it had been in previous years, but didn’t know what else it could be. Anyway, we signed up & our 2nd month I decided to try supplements (ProvexCV, Florify, Good Zymes), did you know that our digestive system affects our energy level? I didn’t until recently. Anyway, the day after I took those 3 supplements …… I was ALIVE again. I had energy, I felt relaxed.. It was awesome.

Anyway, if I run out of my supplements I can tell the difference. I have started to introduce other supplements that are offered, or other items (snack bars, etc) but I’m not giving up my 3 musketeers for no one or nothing. Hubby’s the same way about his Peak Performance Bone & Joint health. He’s 50 yrs old that use to walk like he was 80, then he started taking the PP BJH for men & he slept better at night, didn’t hurt as much (it’s not a cure all) & could move more like he was 20-30. It had helped lower his Blood Sugar numbers (we’re going to double test this theory as he hasn’t been taking any other supplements for several months for some other medical reasons, but he’ll be starting again with the Bone & Joint Health for 50+, so we’ll see if the P.P. Bone & joint Health supplement was what dropped his numbers or if it was just coincidence.

The one thing that I am hoping for, is that everyone will want to change their financial situation or their health before the end of the year & reach their goals that they set for themselves. My goal when I started with this E-Commerce company was to hit Director 9 by October, so I can take my kids back to see their only living Great Aunt on their grandpa’s side & to go see places that I got to see when I was little (which is probably gone), but to introduce them to the last 2 siblings of their grandpa’s before it’s too late……..and the time is getting closer. They are both in their mid-to late 80’s & both have health issues.

If you sign up now, & make director (which just takes 4 personally enrolled people), you are guaranteed a $500 bonus, that’s minimum. If you reach Director by Sept, then Director 2 in Oct, then D3 in Nov & so on to Senior Director through the PaceSetter program, then you can earn $13,800. It can be done & it has been done. But not everyone can or will do it & that’s ok.
$500 would almost be enough to fill in the gap we need not to be overdrawn in the bank. With a Director 9 bonus (potentially $2,000) I can cover a trip to go see my Aunt or Uncle before they pass just with the bonus, but I could earn that amount as my commission too. And of course, this isn’t written in stone, bonus’s are double if your doing it as a pacesetter.

I am looking forward to the time/day when I want to take off on a vacation, money won’t be an issue…just finding someone to trust will be or if one of my Aunt’s/Uncle’s or cousin’s living in a different state passes away, I will have the money to go back & say goodbye or better yet, I can take a trip for genealogy research or there’s a breed of animal that I want to buy to increase good genetics in my herd, I can afford to make the trip to get them or even better I can go to where most of my team are & we can attend conference together.

I’m so psyched about the possibilities with this company & with the potential of being able to go see one of my favorite Aunt’s whose an AWESOME cook all off of a bonus I’ve earned (or my husband & I earned). We’ll be able to repair our rigs & then earn a brand new one in the Higher Director status’s, I can get the livestock I want, I can go do genealogy research IN PERSON. I can build my husband’s machining & custom fabricating shop & so much more……all the while working with a fantastic E-Commerce company & Marketing company & helping fantastic people like you, who want to change their lives.

I want to share some things with you, in closing……

What would you say lives up in this nest?
If you would have guessed an Owl or Hawk, you would have guessed wrong. Brand new baby chicks for the 2019 summer.
Here’s the clever momma (who has 2 chicks with her in this shot, the rest (pictured above) didn’t follow her or their siblings).

After we lost our beloved momma goat, Tessa, yesterday, it was a wonderful surprise to have discovered our first tree nesting hen & her 11 chicks.

Who would have thought that could have happened? haha

Wellness delivered right to your door every month.
AWESOME supplements …… Learn more here
Tooth paste that takes care of your teeth & gums, pain relief that relieves even the most painful ingrown toenail (at least for me), Actual laundry soap that’s not diluted with a ton of water & costs more then it’s worth, disinfectant that smells good, but not overpowering & kills germs.

Thank you for reading my long post, take time out (if you haven’t already) to check out the link about the Performance pack to learn more about it. Stay cool, keep your pet’s cool & leave them at home & not in your car. For those with kids, don’t let back to school be a stressful time, we have germ fighting options just in time for school.

Have a wonderful day & thank you for following me & taking time out of your busy schedule to read my post. I am off to work on dinner, maybe make some cookies & work on genealogy for a little while.

Blessings to you all…………

Mid-July is in full swing…

Can you believe, it’s already mid-July. Specifically the 18th. I can’t, though I was trying to hurry & end this week already,I swear when it was Tues., I thought it was already today (or Thurs). I don’t know why.

I have been quiet for a while & for my followers……I apologize, though I’m sure, most are ok with not getting post’s several times a day, but in case you might have been missing me. I have been pretty busy around our farm, trying to get caught up (which is not actually possible) on weed control, but I’ve been trying. :o)

This is part of my “day job”. When we moved to our farm, it already had a HUGE Scotch Thistle problem & when I say huge, I mean, they were so tall (& dead) that it looked like a tree farm. Little did I know just how much a pain in the tush they really were/are.

This is what happens when you just cut a thistle. This one is a scotch thistle that we cut a month or so ago & like a Hydra (3 headed dragon), it grows more heads/stalks, so it can turn into a bush. (I have not dealt with this one yet, as it’s on our neighbors property, he’s not around, so he’s not going to care if I kill it).

Freshly cut Burdock plants & more.

The picture of the freshly burdock area, is next to a canal, this was recently cut when I took the picture, I didn’t get the weeds up close cut as I was worn out & there are a LOT of boulders hidden under that brush, that I just didn’t want to battle & risk falling into the canal. So, I’ll do it later. But I worked on this last week. And if you look towards the back of the picture, you’ll see the leaning tree & some “thick” plants next to. I trimmed from this corner to beyond that leaning tree.

Snack time.

Also, in the last few days (maybe last week), I cut down this Russian Olive Tree that I have wanted gone for over a year. Russian Olives are the most damaging to livestock tree’s I’ve ever come across. I do not understand why farmers have purposely planted these deadly tree’s, nor do I understand why people let them grow in the first place. They are all over my area, they have thorns that can get up to an inch or more long, they will shred a horse (I know this, as I’ve had a horse slice open their chest by a small Russian Olive Tree) & they will cut up other animals.

Goat’s, however, LOVE Russian Olive. This isn’t my whole herd, this is mostly the baby’s, as the mom’s were in a different pasture during this time. But I cut this very big tree down & let the goat’s have at it so I could come back later to cut up the tree into fireplace size logs & cut the limbs down to make them easier to load into the truck or trailer to haul off (unless I can rent a wood chipper & shred/chip them down & then use the chips as bedding for the livestock in the winter.

But these thing’s above, is what keeps me busy every day of the week & what keeps me from posting daily as well, as my family who seems to think that they need to be fed 3 times a day (& snacking) & that mom (me) is the only one who can cook for them. :o)

Which I am honored & flattered by that & by the fact that they all want me to open a restaurant (or food truck) to cook for other people & for them, on top of everything else that I do. LOL
Not that I am, as I have too many irons in the fire right now, but I am honored that they think I am that good of a cook. Even though I don’t even come close to measuring up to other cook’s, whether they are professional or mom’s. I know that my Aunt can out cook me quite easily. LOL


I had to toss in a picture of this hay baler, because this is my big wish. Not necessarily the specific one I’d like to get (brand name wise). But this is my big ticket purchase eventually. It’s a small/mini hay baler. What is going to help me to get this, is………..

Wellness delivered right to your door.

Working with a great company that offers fantastic products, that smell good, work good, taste great, great compensation plan, discounts, earning in store money, so much more.

Well, in other post’s I’ve done I’ve shared some of the products I’ve used. I’m sharing some more with you :o)

My June purchase

My 2 absolute old time favorites….Florify & ProvexCV, digestion & blood pressure support….fantastic. This go around, I decide to also get CardiOmega EPA to compliment the ProvexCV in helping & protecting my heart.

Now…….I am not a fan of Fiber products, because most of them taste nasty, slimy or has other issues (but I do like having Oatmeal for breakfast :o) ) But as you can see this promotes total digestive health, promotes healthy weight loss (getting all of our excess poo out of our body, does indeed causes to lose weight) & it helps to lower cholesterol that will help reduce the risk of heart disease.

Fiberwise, Peach Cobbler is………..YUMMY! Yes, I said it. It’s yummy. The way I found that was more enjoyable for me, was to break a piece off & then break that piece in half. That way, I can get a bit of peach cobbler & the fiber. It’s a little thick in the “cover”(fiber). But I am going to buy more of this & the other flavors. It’s a good snack (to me).

Now, we’re all different, but for me……..after I ate it, it didn’t just blow through, like some fiber related product.


This is what I also bought.
Safe & Mighty toilet bowl cleaner…….AWESOME.
Cherry & Honey/Lemon cough drops…..AWESOME, especially great for a sore throat.
Melamagic……heavy duty cleaner….Great for washing walls/floors, out in the shop, in your laundry to increase cleaning ability.
Sol-U-mel Stain remover…….removes stains off your walls, carpet, furniture & more (I wish I had this years ago, I would have loved to see if it would have removed the “art work” the kids put all over their bedroom walls).
Clear Power 12x…….Move over Windex….you’ve been replaced by your superior.
Tough & Tender……..AWESOME Tub & shower/bathroom cleaner
Last but not least…..the small bottle of Prespot. I absolutely LOVE this product. This particular bottle has a scrub head on it, for those extra tough stains.

If I can find my Apron pictures I’m going to do a post on the Prespot & put it on the spot, because it’s AWESOME. We moved to our current home in the winter of 2017-2018, as I was going through boxes to unpack some stuff & came across an Apron, that I didn’t recognize, I was about to put it into the donate pile, when I saw the stain. So, I set it aside to work on the stain at a later time. I also wondered if it was something my Aunt gave me, so I figured I’d better hang onto it. Then in November (2018) I joined my Online Shopping Club & later learned about Prespot. It didn’t remove it immediately. But it did lighten it up by a lot without bleaching out the color in the fruit like it would if you used Clorox. WHICH BTW!! Clorox did not make a dent in this stain.!

I’ve shared a lot with you today, between my every day life & the products that we personally use in our home. I LOVE this stuff.

I would love a chance to enhance your life.

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We’re a state Recognized E-Commerce company of 34+ years. I would to set up a training webinar with you (where ever you are in the world, this can be done) to show you the in’s & out’s. Now, is a great time to join (Christmas is just around the corner…..shhh)
Go check us out & then let me know what you think. :o)

Just attended a training webinar & now I am off to work on dinner after I say goodbye & see you next time.

Goodbye, see you the next time around. Glad you’ve made it this far. :o)